HanatheHedgehog

It's me, I'm alive and healthy still!!

Woooow.. I haven't been online on deviantART in like... 2-3 years?

I'm not even sure how many of you are still here watching me and supporting me, but anyway.

I haven't been drawing much ever since I moved out from my parent's house, which happened 2-3 years ago. I haven't had a proper laptop/computer and I didn't like the deviantART app, so I decided to just not log in. Also I really don't have a good place to draw nor a table lamp, so I really couldn't draw during the winter (because Finland).

I've also been more or less depressed about my life. I graduated as a cook but I haven't had any luck finding a job. I was really depressed about it for a long time. Then I got a job from a kiosk and I was a cashier. I liked the job mostly but my working hours were rely long (12 h a day) so I was always really tired and I had no mood to draw at all. Now I'm at a work experiment in the kindergarten and I think it's much suitable job for me. It's fun to be with little kids. (no, not like that).

I'm also doing my best to loose weight so I'm having exercises every day and all the cooking and chores needs to be done. I love doing chores but doing them takes so much time away from my hobbies. Which includes drawing.

I've got over my depression stage now, but I still don't seem to find time for drawing or my other hobbies (baking, playing video games, reading manga..) Adult life isn't as nice as I thought. Because when I was in school I had time to draw every day. Now when I'm working I don't have time.. And when it's a weekend I would just like to sleep and rest.

What would you recommend me to do?


Current situation: I met my current boyfriend in November 2015, and we're planning to move to Canada together in Spring 2018. I'm really nervous about it but I really want to have an adventure and I know I can do it! If you want to know more about this feel free to ask!